~♥ஜ۩۞۩ Bee Diaz Prihatama ۩۞۩ஜ♥~

Untuk apa jauh-jauh lagi mencari, sementara dalam dirimu saja aku sudah menemukan alasan hidup : bahagia bersamamu..

Jika cinta melukiskan kebahagiaanmu malam ini..

apakah kau memintaku untuk jatuh cinta kepadamu? tidak. tidak pernah. tidak sekalipun.

Ketika Tuhan mengambil rusuk kiri Adam, Dia menciptakan Hawa untuk menjadi pendampingnya di saat dia sedang kesusahan dan menjauhkannya dari segala kesedihan. Dari awal, manusia diciptakan berpasangan untuk saling melengkapi dan mengasihi, tidak pernah untuk saling menyakiti....

cinta itu misteri..

at the very beginning I saw you standing up against the door

suddenly, the time stopped for awhile

my imagination run after me ruining my brain

there, the rainbow came out with colorful colors

there, the rain started to fall to the ground

there, the sun appeared with its light ready to light the earth

and there, the abstract noun which is called love faithfully grew up

there was no other way can escape me from this

it just felt like I was trapped by your own jail which is hard for me to run

slowly I walked into your room

what room?

I believe in your room there is a little space for me to stay

I believe one day I can reach your hands by my own hands

I believe the time will show you the way how can I touch your heart with mine

and I believe there will be love for me from you

God with the miracle appears

God makes this happen

God makes this right

God makes this true

what can I do? what can I say?

I just can praise the Lord down on my knees

how perfect my life

there is YOU know

there is you in my life

ohh, no

You are my life

saya tidak tau harus dikategorikan apa kasus ini..

Engkaulah getar pertama yg meruntuhkan gerbang tak berujungku mengenal hidup.

sudikah dirimu untuk kenali aku dulu

entah aku tersadar atau tidak, menatap langit dimalam hari dan tidak ada satupun bintang yang tersenyum menyapaku malam ini. sama seperti malam-malam sebelumnya, dan siang-siang kemarin. kala aku menatap langit, hanya ada awan mendung. awan mendung yang hitam, tapi tidak kunjung menurunkan hujan. dan malam ini, langit hitam polos tanpa bintang. membosankan, seperti jalan hidupku.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

ketika kebahagiaan berubah menjadi kepedihan

abra abra abracadabra, abra abra abracadabra
abra abracadabra, aku sulap kamu jadi lelaki setia
yang tak suka main perempuan
abra abracadabra, oh ternyata semuanya mimpi

aku selalu menanti dengan sabar..

lelaki sejati itu..

..aku sangat menyukai angin..

jika saja air mataku serupa air hujan yang dapat mengikis habis bebatuan.

jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku

apa lagi yang bisa kau ingat dariku,
selain airmata itu?

teruntuk kamu;

teruslah melenggang pada alurmu; tidak; tak usah perdulikan liku di jalanku
pun andai hujan masih memeluk hingga gigil menenggelamkanku dalam sepi, kau tak perlu tau itu
bukankah badai di penghujung senja lebih indah di matamu?

dan aku;

lentera yang kusembunyikan di sudut bayang-bayang kenangan hampir habis sumbu
pijarnya tak sekilau dahulu; ketika senja masih memukau dengan bias warna tanpa ragu
entah; dimana mentari sembunyikan wajahmu dari kalbu
hingga kemegahan cintamu tak lagi menawar beribu kepingan rindu

kamu dan aku;

tak kan jadi satu, hingga habis waktu

Jika mencintaimu adalah melaksanakan kata menunggu kala tengah malam bahkan sampai aku tertidur lalu bangun kembali di depan layar handphone hanya untuk berkata syukurlah kau sudah pulang dengan selamat, maka kata menunggu tak lagi membosankan untukku tapi kini menjadi sebuah kenikmatan yang sulit aku lukiskan.